I’ve had to re-evaluate a lot of things in my life and the only thing that’s stayed constant is my faith in God.
We are His perfect creation and if He has placed you where you are you have been placed there for a purpose
I’m one of these people that the whole world could be falling apart and unless you knew the real me you would think she has it all together and life is going well! I’m extremely good at faking happy and well put together because that what the world wants and no body wants to know that life is hard and you’re barely coping.
It’s gotten to the point where I actually can’t remember the last time I laughed and felt free! I can’t seem to get past the emptiness that making every breath hard.
I had to understand that for twenty-eight years I had lived by the world standards and I had sown those seed in my mind and emotions. They were dug deep into my soul, which is where your will and emotions all stem from
What it would have been like to walk freely with God and just look at the world without the knowledge of good and evil. What it would have been like to walk with God in the cool breeze of the sunrise watching the displays of orange, reds and finally seeing the sunrise on the horizon.
I always wanted to be wanted and found my identity in people, I believed the lies that I wasn’t good enough, smart enough and that no one would want me if they met the real me.
I remember God promised to never leave me…as in never ever leave me!
This one encounter changed my whole life and started the process of forgiving the people who had hurt me over the years. I reached a point where I believed I had forgiven them and I was free.
Everyone has some forms of relationships in their life, unless you’re a hermit on a desert island where the population consists of yourself…unfortunately that’s not me.