I’m just about to start the most exciting chapter of my life! this is why I haven’t posted for a while. I’m going on a mission trip for six months to Indonesia where I will volunteer for the Love Papua Centre  I’m so excited, scared and nervous I haven’t and am still unable to express how I feel about this I words.

I’ve spent the last few days at a loose end, I’ve finished work and I have a few weeks till I start a new venture so I’ve been thinking. Which, is dangerous I know! but, I thought about all the things I say. I think about all the times I wake up after a great nights sleep to less than a hour later say “I am tired” and guess what I’m yawning later feeling really exhausted. I also have the tendency to say “I am clumsy” which then follows by me tripping or dropping something. I also say a lot of other things which are not always true but have become a habit that I have picked up over the years.